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    February 24

    Long time no see

    It has been a while since I updated my space, well i can find 1000 excuses but actually i got bit tired of it all, sometimes it is very useful to make break.
    Now I am back and I hope that I will be here more often.
     
    Here is little something that I called:
     
    Just Thoughts
     
    Hallway stood empty covered with yellow leaves, everything was peaceful, dusty stone corridor waited. Pale paintings spoke their story from web covered walls... waiting... sound of rain like drums broke the silence. Scent of fresh wet wood spread through the air. Sound of the feet...everything was still....waiting...
    tad am, tad am,  knocks banged spreading sound across the hall. Silence…… sound of rain became stronger, nothing moved, the corridor web net started waving in corners, light came... footsteps...

    29.03.2006 J.J
     
     p.s thanks Forester for pointing out the mistake it is corrected now.
    December 28

    Hello I am back > and one of my stories

    Hello fellow spacers,
    It has been long since I updated my space, but as it is end of the year, and as I am working for Strategic Marketing and Media Research Institute I have loads of work that is taking almost every free minute that I have. In January there are ellections here in Serbia and in research center we are working like bees. I wish you all belated Merry Christmas.
    Cheers!!
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    In need, indeed

    She was walking along the shore of emerald green lake. Her mind was in turmoil. She felt, she knew, that she does not belong to this world.

    She never did.

    One gull hovered over the green lake screaming. She found one tree trunk and sat on it. Small waves touched her bare feet, and gentle breeze caressed her hair. She was sitting like that fighting the windmills in her mind and watching the sun easily setting down. The shadows became longer.

    - Is it free? – Suddenly she heard the voice.

    - Sit – She whispered without even looking at the man who approached.

    Silence surrounded them while they were watching the sky changing its colour from bluish purple to dark orange red of the dying sun.

    - It is becoming cold, -he said- here, take my jacket, I have a sweater.

    His jacket was still full of his body heat which embraced her gently. She tucked in the jacket and let the warmth spread through her body. Pleasant manly scent was on the collar of the jacket. She looked at him with gratitude in her eyes and smiled. He put his hand around her and sat closer embracing her. She did not resist, nor did she speak a word. They were sitting like that for a while till the last sun rays faded away.

    - Let’s go, it is becoming colder – he said – let’s go home.

    “Home” she thought …… where the home...is …


    I have to thank my dear friend for taking trouble and editing my story. Sometimes I just complicate things to much, and I guess that I am lucky to have someone to count on (though it takes lots of patience ... LOL...).
    November 24

    I Wish You Were Here

    Wish you were here

    Wish you were here...
    Me, oh, my countryman,
    Wish you were here...

    I wish you were here...
    Don't you know, the snow is getting colder,
    And I miss you like hell,
    And I'm feeling blue...

    I've got feelings for you,
    Do you still feel the same?
    From the first time I laid my eyes on you,
    I felt joy of living,
    I saw heaven in your eyes...
    In your eyes...

    Wish you were here,
    Me, oh, my countryman,
    Wish you were here...

    I wish you were here...
    Don't you know, the snow is getting colder,
    And I miss you like hell...
    And I'm feeling blue...

    I miss your laugh, I miss your smile,
    I miss everything about you...
    Every second's like a minute,
    Every minute's like a day
    When you're far away...

    The snow is getting colder, baby,
    And I wish you were here...
    A battlefield of love and fear,
    And I wish you were here...

    I've got feelings for you,
    From the first time I laid my eyes on you...
    your company

    - Blackmore's Night -

    November 20

    Customs

    Here is something i wanted to share with you. Here in Serbia we have certain customs which are unique. We celebrate one day in year, different for different families, that come on certain date in certain month. It is the day of the saint keeper of the house.We call that day Slava ( Krsna slava- full name).Tomorrow is November 21st. that day is celebrated as St. Archangel Michael day, and it is day of my house protector. I wish you all good health and prosperous year. May all live in peace and love.
     
    Slava is the celebration of the Serbian home's Patron Saint and is the greatest characteristic of the national and religious life of the Serbian people. It is a beautiful and unique expression of the Orthodox faith that is deeply implanted in the Serbian Christian soul.
    Krsna Slava is an exclusively Serbian custom. It is the most solemn day of the year for all Serbs of the Orthodox faith and has played a role of vital importance in the history of the Serbian people. Krsna Slava is actually the celebration of the spiritual birthday of the Serbian people. Our forefathers accepted Christianity collectively by families and by tribes. In commemoration of their baptisms, each family or tribe began to celebrate in a special way to honor the saint on whose day they received the sacrament of Holy Baptism. The mother church blessed this practice and proclaimed Krsna Slava a Christian institution. According to the words of St. Paul (Phil. 1:2), every Christian family is a small church, and, just as churches are dedicated to one saint, who is celebrated as the protector of the church, so Serbian families place themselves under the protection of the saint on whose holiday they became Christians and to whom they refer to as their intercessor to God Almighty. To that protector of their homes, they pay special homage from generation to generation, from father to son, each and every year.
    Slava is a day not only of feasting, but also a day of spiritual revival through which the Serbian national soul is formed and crystallized. To these celebrations, customs, and traditions, the Serbian nation owes its existence, and, therefore, deserves to be appreciated and perpetuated by all grateful Serbian sons and daughters all over the world. The living example of the Patron Saint gives to the celebrant assurance, persistence, and the feeling of protection, support, and the encouragement to do good.

    Because Krsna Slava is regarded as the anniversary of the baptism of the family into Christianity, it is an annual reaffirmation of the family to its baptismal vows and the renewal of its ties to the Orthodox faith and church. The commemoration of Krsna Slava was to our ancestors one of the most important expressions of their Orthodox faith. So they always celebrated their Krsna Slava, regardless of how dangerous the situation. In our long suffering history, the state and freedom ceased to exist, but in our homes, the candle of our Patron Saint never was extinguished.

    The Serbian Krsna Slava links, as a golden string, our past and our present, our ancestors and their descendants. Serbian people should never ignore their Krsna Slava because through it the Orthodox faith was preserved and they were held together through the centuries. Krsna Slava should be kept not only as a sacred custom, but also to attest to the sacred truth that "Where the Serb is, Slava is also."

    The celebration of Krsna Slava requires the Icon of the family Patron Saint and several items that symbolize Christ and the believer’s faith in his death and resurrection: a lighted candle, Slavsko zhito, Slava's bread (Slavski kolach), and red wine. The lighted candle reminds us that Christ is the Light of world. Without Him we would live in darkness. Christ's light should fill our hearts and minds always, and we should not hide the Light of Christ in our lives. Slavsko zhito represents the death and resurrection of Christ. Christ reminded us that except a grain of wheat die it cannot rise again, even as it was necessary that He die, be buried, and on the third day rise again so that we all can triumph over death. The Slavsko zhito is prepared as an offering to God for all of the blessings we have received from Him; it also is to honor the Patron Saint and to commemorate our ancestors who lived and died in the Orthodox faith. Slava's bread represents Jesus Christ as the Bread of Life. It is also symbolic of our thanks to God for being saved through Its Son. During Slava, the priest cuts a cross in the bread, which reminds us of Christ' s death on the cross for the remission of our sins. The red wine, of course, represents Christ’s precious blood, which was required to wash our sins away.

    Brief history on Serbian Orthodox church:

    The Serbian Orthodox Church is an autocephalous, or ecclesiastically independent, member of the Orthodox communion, located primarily in Serbia, Montenegro, Bosnia and Herzegovina and Croatia.

    Since many Serbs have emigrated to foreign countries, now there are now many Serbian Orthodox communities on all continents.Soon after their arrrival to Balkans the Serbian tribes were successively baptised by Christian missionaries and became Orthodox Christians. The consecration of St. Sava as autocephalous Archbishop of Serbia in 1219, even more strengthened various Serbian principalities in their ecclesia- stical allegiance to Constantinople and Christian East. Later, as the medieval kingdom of Serbia grew in size and prestige and Stefan Dusan, king of Serbia from 1331, assumed the imperial title of tsar in 1346 to 1355, the Archbishopric of Pec was correspondingly raised to the rank of Patriarchate. The period before the arrival of the Turks was the time of the greatest flourishing of the Serbian Church.

    After the final Turkish conquest of the most influental Serbian principality in 1459, the greater portion of Serbian lands became a Turkish pasalik (province). After the death of Patriarch Arsenios II in 1463 a successor was not elected. The Patriarchate was thus de facto abolished, and the Serbian Church passed under the jurisdiction of the Ecumenical Patriarchate. The Serbian Patriarchate was restored in 1557 by the Turkish sultan Suleiman the Magnificent. Macarios, brother of the famous Mehmed Pasha Sokolovic was elected Patriarch in Pec.

    The restoration of the Patriarchate was of great importance for the Serbs because it helped the spiritual unification of all Serbs in the Turkish Empire. After consequent Serbian uprisals against the Turkish occupators in which the Church had a leading role, the Turks abolished the Patriarchate once again in 1766. The Church remained once more under the jurisdiction of the Ecumenical Patriarch of Constantinople. This period of so called "Phanariots" was a period of great spiritual decline because the Greek bishops had very little understanding for their Serbian flock.

    This was also the period when great number of Christians converted to Islam to avoid severe taxes imposed by the Turks in retaliation for uprisings and continued resistance. Many Serbs with their hierarchs migrated to Southern Hungary where they had been granted the Church autonomy. The seat of the archbishops was moved from Pec to Karlovci. The Serbian Orthodox Church finally regained its independance and became autocephalous in 1879, the year after the recognition by the Great Powers of Serbia as an independent state. After World War I all the Serbs were united under one ecclesiastical authority, and the Patriarchate was reestablished in 1920 with election of Patriarch Dimitry, the Patriarch's full title being "Archbishop of Pec, Metropolitan of Belgrade and Karlovci, and Patriarch of the Serbs." During the Second World War the Serbian Orthodox Church passed through severe trials in which many bishops, priests and about 700.000 lay Orthodox Christians were killed by Croatian and Moslem fascists.

    Hundreds of churches were completely destroyed or desecrated. After the Second World War the Church experienced new trials under the communists who prohibited teaching of religion in schools, confiscated the property of the Church and using various overt and covert means of persecution in order to diminish the influence the Church had among the people. It was only after 1989 that the position of the Church has became tolerable, although the Church estastes have not yet been returned to their lawful owners.

    The supreme authority of the Serbian Church, the Holy Synod, is composed of all its bishops, who meet once a year in May. There is also a standing Synod of four members who administer the day-to-day affairs of the church, which is estimated to number some nine million faithful.

     

    November 05

    Spirit of the Sea

     

    Blackmore's Night -Minstrels and Ballads album
    Spirit Of The Sea


    I took a walk along the shore
    To clear my mind about the day,
    I saw a man I'd seen before
    As I approached, he slipped away...

    I knew his face from years ago,
    His smile stays with me ever more
    His eyes, they guide me through the haze
    And give me shelter from the storm...

    As I walk I can feel him,
    Always watching over me...
    His voice surrounds me,
    My Spirit of the Sea...

    He went away so long ago,
    On a maiden voyage far away
    A young man then I did not know,
    His life was taken that same day...

    And it was almost like he knew
    He wouldn't see me anymore
    He looked so deeply in my eyes, and said
    "Wait for me along the shore..."

    And so I come most every day,
    To watch the waves rise and fall,
    And as I sit here on the sand,
    This ocean makes me feel so small...

    But I feel my lover by my side,
    And he makes me follow my own heart
    We'll be together some sweet day
    When that day comes we'll never part...

    When that day comes we'll never part...
    Wait for me along the shore...

     

    I can only say it is beautiful.

    November 02

    To my Dad

    Samo za tebe tata, Just for you daddy

     

     

    Mi ne mozemo da biramo roditelje i boju koze ili da li smo bogati ili siromasni. Sve sto imamo je onaj izbor koji samo napravimo u zivotu. Godine mogu smezurati kozu, ali kad nam nestane entuzijazma to smezura dusu. Kad nasa secanja prekriju snove mozemo reci da smo ostarili. Ali ja mislim da se to jos ne moze primeniti na tebi jer u tvojim ocima jos uvek ima ona varnica i u tvome srcu jos ima snova.

     

    Zelim ti srecan rodjendan, puno zdravlja I nek ti se sve zelje ispune.Ok, ne bas sve ali eto bar onih pola koje zelis meni .  Da mi zivis jos ovoliko godina u sreci I zdravlju.

    Hvala za strpljenje I podrsku koju mi pruzas svaki dan.

     

    We have no choice of what color we're born or who our parents are or whether we're rich or poor. What we do have is some choice over what we make of our lives once we're here.

    Years wrinkle the skin, but to give up enthusiasm wrinkles the soul. When our memories outweigh our dreams, we have grown old. However i still see those sparks in your eyes and dreams in your heart.

     

    I wish you happy birthday, good health and may all your wishes come true. Ok, not exactly all of them. May you live 61 year more in good health and happiness.

    Thank you for patience and support that I get from you every day.

     

    Jelena

    October 13

    My Apologies and something new!

    My apologies to friends on spaces as i havent visited them in a while, i've been down with job and obligations so some things had to be sacrifised. Very soon i will be back, and i will update regulary.
     
    now here is something new i have sign up on tehnocrati.com and it seem very interesting thing. I have to thank Sanjay ( http://indialanguageculture.spaces.live.com ) for that.
     
    Will write more on this in a while, as for claiming my blog i had to make new entry on it.
     
     
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    October 02

    Angel came down

    Angel came down
    From heaven yesterday,
    Stayed with me just long enough
    To rescue me....

    And she told me a story yesterday;
    About the sweet love
    Between the moon and the deep blue sea.

    Then she spread her wings high over me.
    She said,Ill come back again to see you tomorrow....

    And I said fly on, my sweet angel.
    Fly on through the sky.
    Fly on, my sweet angel.
    Tomorrow Im gonna be by your side....

    Sure enough,
    This woman came home to me.
    Silver wings silhouetted against a childs sunrise....

    And my angel,
    She said unto me,
    today is the day for you to rise.
    Take my hand, youre gonna be my mind,
    And she took me high over yonder.....

    And I said fly on, my sweet angel.
    Fly on through the sky.
    Fly on, my sweet angel.
    Tomorrow Im gonna be by your side....


    Jimi Hendrix
    September 23

    Back to spaces :-)

    Hello friends,
    I am back to spaces again. I took leave for a while as I had some work and my exams are aproaching.
    Fall has arrived.
    It has became much colder here. Nights are very fresh(8-10C), you need a jacket if you wish to go out. Streets are slowly becoming coloured in fall colours as leafes on the trees are becoming yellow with some red glow.
    Anyway day temperatures do not go above 25C which is quite pleasent, one can freely walk in short sleeve shirt.

    Yesterday I took the boys to the Zoo, (good that they didnt keep us there ), they had great time, Marco even managed to kiss the dwarf goat(eeekkkk ).
    When we came to the place where the white lion cubs were he said "Mummy mummy it is a teddy bear"...it was hilarious. Milan dragged us to see the foxes, he was so happy that we will go to see them and when we reached there he commented "yuck they stink"... Anyway I made some photos and will upload them in my next entry but this time they will be in photo album.
    One very strange thing happened to me, I was trying to take photo of one bird that was behind double glass wall, bird was turned to the left however in my viewfinder that bird was facing the right side! It was very confusing , I made two shots and both turned to be like mirror images!

    Cheers
    J.

    September 11

    Belgrade through eyes of camera

    Hello guys,
    I thought of sharing beauty of my town with you. These photos I made with my digital camera. I hope you will like them.
     
    This is City Hall, and park that you can see is in between two city hall buildings, that is town center, street named Srpskih Vladara ( Rulers of Serbia - literal translation).
     

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    This is close up of the ornaments that are on that building, beautiful architecture, and style.

     

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    Now this is one close up on that small fountain and flower garden sorrounding it.

     

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    "Hotel Moscow" built in 1906,survivor of all wars and devastation that happened to Belgrade. Hotel famous as tourist attraction and important as congresional meeting place.

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    And this is one close up on one of the ornaments on that building.

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    I hope you enjoyed this brief visual journey trough the center of old Belgrade, with me.

    Thank you.

    September 06

    Birthday party

     
    On 4th was Marco's birthday and we made small party for the kids, they enjoyed it much. Here are few photos from the party.
     
     

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    Marco

     

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    Milan

     

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    Blowing the candle 

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    "Craaashh" 

    September 02

    Missing..

    Hello friends,
    I have been idle for some time, but only on spaces. It happened that in two days I got 3 computers to fix. And what is more two of them need motheboard replacing so now my room is clutered with computers that do not work. YUCK!!  Luckily one needed only reinstaling of windows.
    And to ad more to my misery, my net provider decided that it is time to goof up my connection.
    So what happened... I was so happy that I managed to find BIOS for one old P3 IBM motherboard and started downloading when all of a sudden my connection went off... AAAhhhh.... I said ok that do not last too long I shall do it next time... what a mistake, whole day I had no net and no TV as my cable
    TV provider is also my net provider. Anyway, I managed to download that BIOS, after all that trouble I got call from that man whose computer is here with me saying " plz change my motherboard and upgrade my computer"... what to say....@#$%@$#^...Anyway, I said ok.
    In the evening that day I was very happy that I will share news of my work with my dear friend, when around 10pm my connection goofed again, along with my TV signal. So I thought maybe it s time to back out from net for some time...
    Maybe that was sign that I spend too much time starring at my monitor?
    Well I managed to live through out the night without my net, and in morning I looked at my modem hoping that it will blink with all 5 green lights showing connection....but that didn't happen. Then I had to write mail from my cell to my friend who, I thought probably, got worried where have I disappear.
    However that was my past week. For two days now my net connection is  ok, and I hope that it will stay that way.
    Now I am trying to make up lost time and to visit all my blog friends.

     
    August 22

    Angel loves..

    Angel Loves Him




    Angel Loves Him,

    Nothing she can do.
    He came into her life,
    Making dreams come true.

    He plays with her imagination,
    To keep their world alive.
    How long does she think,
    She will be able to survive.

    She has never kissed his lips,
    Nor looked into his eyes.
    Never spent the night beside him,
    Or heard his loving sighs.

    She waits for the chance,
    That he may call.
    She sits and wonders,
    If he thinks of her at all.

    Soon the phone rings,
    All that she will hear,
    A message of...."I LoveYou."
    Softly spoken in her ear.

    He Loves Angel....
    Nothing he can do.
    She came into his life,
    Making dreams come true.

    By: Christine McClimans

    I dont remember if I posted this song some time back but no harm is done when something beautiful as this is repeated.

    August 10

    In the ocean of your eyes

     
    Hello Friends,
     
    After very long time i have heard this song again, it is sang by Jagjit Singh, very beautiful and touching Ghazal. Thought of sharing it with you. My good friend Sanjay Agrawal has translated it for me long time ago. So here it is.
     
    Aapni aankho ke samundar mein
     
    Apni Aankho Ke Samundar Mein Utar Jaane De,
    Tera Mujrim Hoon Mujhe Doob Ke Mar Jaane De

    Ay Nayey Dosth Main Samjhoonga Tujhe Bhee Apna,
    Pehle Maazi Ka Koi Zakhm To Bhar Jaane De

    Aag Duniya Ki Lagayee Hui Bhuj Jayeygee,
    Koi Aansoo Mere Daaman Pe Bikhar Jaane De

    Zakhm Kitne Teri Chaahat Se Mile Hain Mujko,
    Sonchtaa Hoon Ki Kahoon Tujhse Magar Jaane De
     
    Here is the translation.
     
    In the ocean of your eyes
     

    Allow me to drown in the ocean of your eyes,

    I am your convict, permit to drown and die

    O new friend, I shall consider you mine,

    but first let the festering wounds of the boatman heal.

    The fires stoked by this world shall extinguish with time,

    Let some tear drops spread over my cloth

    I thought of telling you

    about the wounds inflicted upon me

    due to my love for you, but

    let it be..
    August 05

    Secret of the stones

    Hello friends,
    Finaly after many days i am updating my blog, and as i promised i am publishing another story. I hope that you all will enjoy it.
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    Secret of the stones

    Night crept by, slowly and silently, like a thief. Forest animals were preparing to go to sleep. Silence came down heavily on the forest.
    In the nearby bush, there were some disturbance, and a scared hamster ran across the small path that led to the meadow on a hill. A head appeared from the bush. A small boy was looking for a place to spend the night. Long eared owl hooted.
    Moon was high in the night sky. Everything had gone silent, even shadows were still. Complete silence.

    A shadow started moving silently. It was a man dressed very strangely. He had tight green pants that emphasised every move his muscles made. Long dark hair, cascading down, was covering his shoulders.
    At the edge of the forest he stopped. Wind blew; his hair danced and sparkled under the moonlight. Covering the hair with a hood, he gazed at the sky and stars, like searching for some sign. On the faraway part of the meadow, some huge stones placed in circular shape spread their shadow over a thick oak table in the middle. There were chairs around the table that were pretty much of same shape except for one, which was made of white stone, hand rests were in the shape of bear claws.

    The big owl was sitting on it’s back.

    Stars twinkled above. At the exact moment when the moon appeared just above the strange ruins illuminating its inside, the man walked out from the shadow, walking right by the bush where boy was sleeping and not even noticing him.
    Same time more shadows crept out of the forest edge, all dressed the same way and one of them carrying a sack over the shoulder. Something was moving inside.
    All of them came to the middle of the ruin, and greeted each other silently. Longhaired man came to the white stone chair, glanced at the man with the sack.

    Little boy woke up, and was watching all that from the shadow of his bush.
    - “Take it out”, - said the longhaired man, his deep voice echoing in the ears of the other members of the group.
    - “Yes master”. - said the man with the sack, pulling out a milky white goat.
    Two man from the side grabbed goat by the legs, while the third one poured some dark liquid into it’s mouth. It was lying on the oak table not moving at all.
    Longhaired man pulled out the curvy knife and raised it to the moon. In one moment it appeared as if the engravings on the blade and handle were moving. He placed the knife on the smooth satin cloth. Taking the clay bowl in one hand he circled among the men taking a drop of blood from each. Finishing a full circle he returned to his chair, sat down and cut his palm, letting the drops of dark red blood mix with other blood that was in the bowl. Wrapping his palm with a white cloth he took the curvy knife and spilled some greenish liquid on it. With it he approached the goat that was peacefully lying on the table, chanting the words of ancient Rune. His eyes sparkled. He took the goat by the neck exposing that soft tissue below the chin. His devotees chanted louder and louder. At the moment when their chant reached its peak he placed the knife

    blade into that soft tissue making a small hole, letting the blood drip.
    The Boy covered his eyes with his small hands, peaking through his fingers, when red goat blood rushed down painting milky white fur in scarlet red.
    Longhaired man took another clay bowl and placed it under dripping blood to collect it. He placed the bowl at the side of the table and took the curvy knife in his hands. Devotees were chanting rhythmically lowering and increasing the voice, swaying in a strange trance. The curvy

    knife was tearing bones and flesh of that goat. On the place where chest was supposed to be was the hole. Putting the knife on satin cloth he placed his hands in goat’s chest pulling out goat’s heart that was still ticking in slow motion. He lifted that heart to the moon, which somehow became reddish due to incoming morning. Slowly with respect he placed the heart at the centre of the table. While the other members pulled out other internal organs and placed them in a special order on the table at same time chanting Runes. In one moment there was silence, they pulled out round, stone pieces and placed each in specially carved hole on the table just next to the goat’s flesh. When last stone reached its position they sky darkened. Druids were chanting runes in almost frenetic manner. Suddenly bluish lightning appeared on the sky.
    Boy closed his eyes in disbelief. He started rubbing them not wanting to believe in what he had just seen.

    Stones lifted forming windy circle, and started swinging around, creating the vortex. Druids were swaying in trance. For them time stopped to exist. Their minds have become one, pictures formed in their mind showing the future and the past. They travelled with the strength of their minds staring in the inside of endless blue circle. Circle sparkled very strong and at one moment it seemed like blue light surrounded everyone there, everything disappeared. They all stood in silence frozen. Moment long as a lifetime.
    Ritual was over. Boy couldn’t believe his eyes, druids started to fade in front of his eyes. Magical rocks disappeared; everything vanished not leaving any trace of what happened there. Warm morning sun rays shone on the valley. Old owl flew away from the rock she was sitting on. Pictures of druids remained carved in boys mind leaving inerasable trace. He thought that all that was just a dream, but somewhere deep within his soul he heard the sound of owl hoot like words. Confused and grown before his time boy went home keeping the secret of the stones for himself…

     

     

    End

     

    J.J

    July 27

    Concert

    Hello friends,
    I have just found out that on August 1st, we have a concert in Belgrade. A concert I would love to be at. "The Animals" great Pop group that managed to create revolution in British pop scene back in the 60s. They used to play from 1962 - 1965 and have made several big hits. 
     
    This year was great in Belgrade as many famous singers were here, like Eros Ramazzoti and Sting, and the musical festival Exit was great as it managed to gather lot of famous names from the musical world.
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    Only thing is I missed it all  . There was no one to take care of my boys as they are to young. And I fear that same thing is going to happen to me for this concert too.
     
     
     
     
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    July 16

    Story

    Lost in marshes

     

    Fog. Cold thick fog. We could hardly breathe, it was creeping into our bones. With wet clothes, we were staggering through the swamp of the lower lands. We were walking slowly while the roots of swamp plants were clutching on to our feet. Fog embraced us like a lover, we could not see anything, and it gave us no time to rest. Sense of time we lost. Was it day? Was it night?

    From time to time, we glanced up where the sky should be, hoping to see sunlight. Trees stood tall, covered with slippery wet moss. We were so tired and exhausted to even try to climb.

    Tired, hungry and wet we thought of giving up any further walking. We were standing in silence and looking blankly at each other. If we stop walking, we are lost in marshes, if we keep on walking where will we end up?. Who will take the decision?.  

    Eyes widened in surprise, is it the sound of water?!  Hallucinating? Seed of hope was planted and we started walking towards the place from where we thought the sound came. One by one, too tired to continue walking, we fell on the wet grass in a dreamless sleep. For us the time had stopped, how long we slept nobody knows.

    I opened my eyes, there was light, the sun high in the sky, and the sparkling blue river hummed beside us. It lured us to it. Half rested we entered the cold blue water, thirstily we drank the water, washed our faces. Again, exhaustion, hunger and sleepless nights took their toll. We fell asleep, again….

    Next time we woke up, will we be at the same riverbank? On the other hand, was it just a dream? Hallucination of a tortured mind?

     

    Written by: Me

    Edit by: ....... ( I am not going to give my secret away, someone might occupy him more than I am ... Hahahaha )

    This story I wrote long time ago, and I have translated it just few days back.Thought of publishing it here, but it needed editing, as sometimes my English is not understandible even to me . So I will take this chance and thank my friend for editing this story and having patience to explain me some things as sometimes ( most of the time) I am bit stubborn. So this is for you my friend     

     

     

     

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    July 13

    Serenade

    SERENADE

    by Edgar Allan Poe

    1850

    So sweet the hour, so calm the time,

    I feel it more than half a crime,

    When Nature sleeps and stars are mute,

    To mar the silence ev'n with lute.

    At rest on ocean's brilliant dyes

    An image of Elysium lies:

    Seven Pleiades entranced in Heaven,

    Form in the deep another seven:

    Endymion nodding from above

    Sees in the sea a second love.

    Within the valleys dim and brown,

    And on the spectral mountain's crown,

    The wearied light is dying down,

    And earth, and stars, and sea, and sky

    Are redolent of sleep, as I

    Am redolent of thee and thine

    Enthralling love, my Adeline.

    But list, O list,–so soft and low

    Thy lover's voice tonight shall flow,

    That, scarce awake, thy soul shall deem

    My words the music of a dream.

    Thus, while no single sound too rude

    Upon thy slumber shall intrude,

    Our thoughts, our souls–O God above!

    In every deed shall mingle, love.

     

    Isn't it just beautiful?

    July 05

    Poem

    Hello friends,

    I have to thank Joyful Forester for song that he wrote as response to my “My Friend” blog entry. Here is the song and the translation.

    (I have to admit that I asked for help in translating song as I was just inpatient to do it my self…)

     

    DO DIL JO DHADAKE EK SAATH

    DO ZUBAAN BOLE EK BAAT 

    SOCHE DO LOG KUCHH EK SAATH

    NAZARE KUCHH DEKHE SAATH SAATH

    DEKHOO MAI PAIRO KE NISHAN

    JAATE DOOR TALAK EK SAATH.

     

    Two hearts which beat together

    Two tongues (mouths) which speak the same thing

    Two people who think the same thing

    The eyes which see same thing together

    I see the signs of the footprints

    Going too far.. together...

     

     

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    July 04

    Just thoughts

    Hello friends,

    while I was reading one article, some thoughts came to me so I thought that I might share them with you.What is more, there is truth in this not just sheer rumbling.

     

    We live in tough times. Predestined to fear for what the future holds, to misgiving of every day which trough anxiety silent indifference became.

    Indifference, which kills everything, joy, emotion and desire. In addition, if you look around, you will see so many empty faces, dull empty eyes without any trace of rapture. Eyes that have no mean no goal or some kind of obsession.

    However, easiest is to put all burden to this deviant, in every form, 21st century, or to foul destiny or bad position of stars, doing so we forget that cause of all causes lives deep in every soul. Moreover, like cradle and source of life, that is that hand that pushes us in the age of 15 or 18 or whenever in life to go for our own “blue star”. Towards some cause, not knowing that, that zenith is nothing else but reflection of those who had send us to the world as maximum that we can accomplish. Sometimes that reflection is identical, sometimes smooth, and sometimes sophisticated …